Confusion

When I have no inspiration left ...
..................................................when thoughts are complicated beyond my understanding...
...........................when I can't put together all the pieces inside swirling...
...................................................................................when I can`t clearly concentrate...
......................................when I can barely make sense out of my world...
.................................................................when I can't reach you where I always find you...
.............................................................when confusion is my sweetest silence and chaos is my loudest voice...
...................................................then is when I need you the most...
...and just then...
.......................... is when you appear