MONSTER

I faced you
I stood up before you
I was scared of you in my every single cell
I faced you
you've blackened my bones
I was paralyzed by what you meant to me
What you did to me
What I did to myself
12.000 life times wrapped in just a few seconds
I faced you
I walked towards you
Climbed up your walls and crept up your fences
I walked into your mouth, crawled down to your guts
Only to find where you kept most of my senses
All of these years
I screamed, I cried, I tried to destroy you
The concept of you
But I could not
I made you up, I sent you away
And I came back to you
I stared back at you when you glanced at me
and just for one moment, with your blackest eyes,
I thought I'd defeated you
So what does it mean?
To be your enemy
To be the blood that pumps through your lifeless heart
To be you
I burnt when I saw you
Still, I faced you