Not even goodbye...

So yes, the words I use are `I love you`
Did I say it?
Well,
No, of course not
Another loss,
Another excuse to grieve,
Another item to add to my special list of regrets
So this is it
`I love you` doesn't necessarily mean
or even imply love
It is the concept
The idea you can find someone special,
The slightes possibility it could be the one,
That is what really matters and motivates you
The options and oportunities,
The making up plans
More than actually finding any of the above
It is the simple things,
The small thing we tend to overlook and miss
over the overwhleming sound of words,
that we saddly forget to enjoy
So yes, I'll keep using those words
Maybe in my head, maybe out loud now
But remember... I don't mean love