Changes

What if I were different?
What if I changed?
But I do change,
Every day
and every time...
I am different,
I am ME.

LOVE every time

Long morning kisses (the ecstasy)
Oversleeping on Sundays –and every time- next to you (the calm)
Voidance when you are not around (the bitterness)
Every moment I’m with you (my life)

broKen pieces

Tried to tell you but you just won’t listen
Tried to unleash you but you just won’t bother to run
Sure I must have done something wrong
But I just can’t get it undone
Tried to make you see but you just won't open yours eyes
Or your stupid silly mind
And you’ll never understand
The things I tried to tell you then
And you cannot take it back now
All the things that you have said
All the things that you have done
With no meaning of regret
With no sense of condescending thoughts or pride
So live your life and get it done
Take some chances and lose control
Feel the madness of it all
Take a breath and feel like one
With the rest of this damned world
With the people that you’ve lost along the ways you never dared to go
Let yourself fall to the ground
See the crash is not so bad
And the truth is not that hard to understand
When you see it through my eyes
And you’ve left the other side
You can actually enjoy the ride

TIRED

I'm not gonna fight...
I'm not gonna struggle,
Not even argue...
I give you my religion, an my politics too
If I ever had any or if I ever, even for an instant, could comprehend... if I ever knew somthing
I'm in the middle and a bit to the left if you turn your world upside down
To the left of my tree,
To the right of my wrongs,
Opposite myself,
Aligned, yet distorted
Alive, yet disoriented
I'm done being me,
I'm done being what you want me to be
You can conquer , you've defeated
I gave in, but you, you did not win...
What you see on my surface, is what you'll find underneath
I've stopped sensing, I've ceased breathing ... I no loger care
I died, I let you kill me...
And died again
But I'm standing, motionless, fearless, numb, absurd, derailed...
I'm lost... and no longer care
I've left all my books
I've leaked every word
I've bled all my thoughts
And you took over my world
I'm not gonna fight...
I'm not gonna struggle,
Not even argue...
I don't even care.

Ouch!

Eternal battles... Unproductive scars
Just another round...
You and me and my skin shield
Me and you and your eruptions of electrified things
Burns I no longer need to bear
Wars I am no longer willing to fight
Victories are all yours and yours alone
For your nuclear force is stronger than my mold
Not so different from yours if you look down to the core
But we both want to explode and your massive purpose is greater than my own
Unprotected...
I'll admire you always
You'll destroy me everytime
And I'll walk with burning feet and I'll listen to your winds
Atmospheric phenomena...
Eternal battles... Unproductive friends
Eternal battles burning my skin...