CHANGE

You can laugh if you want
You can laugh at me
You can laugh at my indecision
Choices
Whether to remain exactly the same
Whether to change exactly the opposite
I've chosen already to change
But in the meantime
In the process of assimilation
What do I do?
Should I leave it all behind
Will they haunt me back?
Should I keep some things to myself
Will they sneak up from time to time?
Choices meaning uncertainty
Meaning fear of what is yet about to come
You can laugh if you want
And I will laugh back

Strange DAY

I have this feeling
like something is about to change
like something is coming through
and I can't tell exactly, not nearly what it is thats on its way
to hit me
to strike me right on my chest
Things are about to change
things are about to turn in a different direction
a direction that's heading somewhere else but here
I have this feeling that
I'll be back on track
I can feel it in the air
the smell of silence
the calm of that which surrounds me now
and no longer will be
I know something is about to happen
I know something is about to be just different
I know something is waiting to be
I know something is coming for me
and it's going to get me
And I know i have no intention of resisting
I know I've been waiting for this
This feeling inside me
This feeling arround me
This feeling
Beyond me