Thursday, February 21, 2008

the end

day one
day two
the end
and back to start from scratch
but everything is gonna be alright
everything is gonna be back on track
from the worst case scenario
to the perfect prime time day for happiness
no one's ever gonna win this race
no one's ever gonna cross the finish line
you could keep running
but it just won’t get any better
one
two
three
days again
and again the end

It just wouldn't be right

I couldn't sleep because
I was afraid I would fall asleep
I couldn't sleep because
I was afraid when I wake up
I'd thought It was just a bad dream
and then I had to realize
it wasn't, and face it again
I couldn't sleep because
I was afraid of tomorrow
and staying awake would mean today
I couldn't sleep because
I was waiting, waiting
for it to go away
I couldn't sleep because
I felt broken
I couldn't sleep because
I did not understand
I couldn't sleep because
I was afraid
I couldn't sleep because
it made me sad
I couldn't sleep because
I didn't know how to deal
and I was afraid I couldn't deal at all
So I didn't sleep
I am exhausted

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Simple

I would
I would if I could
But I can't
So I don't

Decay

devoured the crimson of life
all that remains is the shadows
of things that you stole and never belonged
to the core of your souls
mirrored in the eyes of the people
the ones who despise you
and observe with detail while you rotten
and die with dispair