Inside

I want to walk with you
I want to make sweet love to you
Maybe I don't
Maybe I do

Books in my head
Thoughts on my shelf
There`s noone dear
Everyone fears

I cannot stay just another day
Still I'm here with you
With you

This room's full of tears
Nobody's here
People so blue
Noone is true
I find myself running away
Away from you

Tears on my skin
Sweat on my sheets
All I can find each time you leave
Each time I die

Pages unread
Letters unsent
Words never said
I'm still with you

Clocks in my chest
Hearts on the wall
Everything's fine
Everything's worng
My hands out in the rain waiting for you
For you

I want to walk with you
With you
Maybe I don't
But maybe I do

The doubt

I wish I knew what to say
I wish I knew where to stay
But I honestly don´t
And the wind keeps blowing out in the street
But it doesn`t say a word
The clock is not helping
Just keeps eating the time
The time I don't have and so desperately need
Always the doubt
The uncertainty I'm so so familiar with
My true friend
Most silent and violent enemy
Its quietness get so loud some times
I can barely breathe
I wish I knew any answer
I wish I had any question
But I sincerely believe that I don´t
And that little drop never stops falling
Always reminding the time that it's taking with it down the drain
I wish I could turn my self into liquid
I wish I could turn myself into smoke
I wish I could turn myself into time
And STOP
Stop for a while to reconsider
or consider at all
Why am I always so doubtful?
What am I always so scared of?
When am I going to learn?