CAKE

I want cake
Not chips
But cake...
I don't want what I'm given
I don't care where or if I'm driven
I want what I WANT
I want what I need, what I crave
and what I want is CAKE

I'm sick of all the 'what it could have been's,
I'm sick of the 'what if's and the oh so annoying 'BECAUSE',
I'm sick of excuses,
And I am sick of you,
coz NO, you don't have cake
And I do not want chips

This time...
I'm gonna get me CAKE
And I'm gonna share it all with myself
I'm gonna be selfish
I'm gonna care about ME
coz it's always about someone else's needs
But what about me?

I want cake...
And that's what I'm gonna get.

And so we SMILED

Greet the lions
and say goodbye to the WORLD you now know
Chase after the rain
and never return...
Relish the night
and never come back...

And so WE crumble

Where do you keep the trees you stole from the world?
Selfish desire of own admiration...
Where did you take the thoughts you stole from my imagination?
Oblivious craving of self indulgence...
What do you do with all the leaves when they curl and fall to the ground?
Do they ever fall to the ground?
Green expectations of higher comprehension...

I do think people who do believe in war shouldnt't be given the privilege nor the responsibility to be in command.

puertAs

Puertas que no me atrevo a abrir
Puertas que me rehúso a cerrar
Puertas que son solo puertas
Aun así, puertas que me hacen sentir
Que no me dejan hablar
Sino solo decir palabras muertas
Puertas que me hacen fingir
Puertas que me impiden saltar
Puertas que son solo puertas
Y aun así, puertas que me hacen sufrir

tEACH me

Teach me how to disappear
Coz I’ve forgotten how to
Teach me coz I really need to
I need to be far away from here
From the ME that’s been hanging around lately
Teach me how to get there
To YOU
When cell phones weren’t that handy
When they were even scary
When I didn’t need you as much as I do now
Teach me how to reach you
The things that you taught me
Teach me the things I’ve forgotten
The things that I’ve lost
Teach ME
Teach me how
HOW
How to disappear from here
From the click of keys as the words are being typed
From HERE
Teach me how to RUN
As fast and far as I could NEVER have run
Teach me how to be me again
When I was free
And my dependence to wires and batteries was not this BIG
When I could just disappear
Take me and only me

I don’t think you’ll ever see at all

Dry tears and a broken heart
That’s all you’ve left behind
And a little box in the corner
With some demons from the past
Thirty seconds on the count down
And you’re running out of time
Never really thought you could make it
Yet I never forlorn the hope
Shattered dreams and swollen mind
That’s all you’ve left behind
And a big box in the corner
With a killing wish of your own
Thirteen seconds on the count down
And I’m sure that’s not good for you
Like I never was good enough for you
So you had to throw it all
But I don’t think you’ll ever see at all

Changes

What if I were different?
What if I changed?
But I do change,
Every day
and every time...
I am different,
I am ME.