For you, for her (wherever she may be)

She was gone a long time ago
Taken away by her disease
It was you who couldn’t let her go
She said goodbye in time
But you think you didn’t say it back
Now she’s left you
In the only way you could truly understand
It’s a lie, she only took what you could see
And left what cannot die
She is free again, what you remember
She’s again what she once was
Who she was
A woman, a mother’s daughter
Your mother
And a child
She runs faster than the horses
Following the wind
But don’t worry
You will always find her when you’re needy
Needy for her charms, and her comfort
Time to kiss her one last time
Only to remember that you can kiss her any time
How do you cope with the days after today?
How do you cope with the days without her?
Wish I knew
If I knew the method
I would simply give it to you
And I’m always here
And she’ll always be with you
And remember
You can kiss her any time
She will always kiss you back

So good

Hey there stranger / You've been my pastime for a while now / We started out easily /
And so our night just flowed / As we learnt more about / The tale our skins let on / Underneath the moonlight / On a cold winter`s night /
OH Stranger / Are you the one I want / On the other side of my phone line? / Hey Stranger / Am I the one you wanna talk to / When you get home from a long day? / My sweet Stranger / You are the one I think of / When I stare at the clock on the wall / On a long day at work / Oh my Stranger / Do you think of me too? / Coz maybe I like you /
We were caught by the morning /Shared some bitter coffee still in bed / And a SWEET kiss / Sleepy eyes behind a messed up hair / And the words were so perfect / As we said more about / The things that we care for / And the city so still / Underneath the sunlight / On a cool winter's day /
Hey there Stranger / You've been my distraction for some time / And I think it's time now / We both start to remember our NAMES / Coz maybe I like you

I thought I knew

All I know is we'll take separate ways
Until the day we meet again
I just don't know
And I can`t tell

You'll sail away
To a land that has no name
To the same place you said you were running from
And you called home

I know you'll go away
But before you go
Take the time and kiss me slow
So I won't forget the way I feel today

All I know is that we took separate ways
Until the day we meet again
I just don't know
And I can`t tell

I`ll walk away
To the land that never knew your name
To the same place I'm running from
And I call home

I know I'll go away
But before I go
I'll take the time to kiss you slow
So you won't forget the way you make me feel today

Sparks and Apples

Little spark burn brighter than before
Brighter than the sun
The way I know you know
Blind me and burn it all
All I knew before
Glow trhough the night
And I will follow
Be only my guide
And errase all the sorrow

I'll let the wind and the rain take away what remains

Roll apple roll
Over the concrete
Follow my path
Reach for your destination
And bring me back home

Don't

Don't ask me if I'm fine
Cos I'm not
Don't ask me for an answer
Coz I have none
Not today
Not tomorrow
I am dealing with this thing
The best I can
The best I know
Maybe I should know better
But I don't
So don't ask me if I'm fine
Coz I can't
Don't demand for explanations
Coz there´s none I can give you
At least not the one you wanna hear
Or the one I wanna give
So don't push me
Coz I'm fragile
And don't ask me if I'm fine
Coz the answer is I'm not

Spare me

A thousand times I've said this to myself
A thousand times I've said this outloud
One time too many
And never quite understood

Spare me the guilt in your eyes
Sapre me the smile and the lie
Take the unfortunate speech
Take whatever you need

More than you reckon I've silenced my voice
More than you reckon I've swollowed my words
One time too many
And never quite understood

Spare me the door closed behind you
Spare me the back of your head
Leave the fortunate kiss
Leave whatever you please

One more time I've unfolded my ears
One more time I've opened my eyes
One time too many
And never quite understood

Spare me the dreadfully sorry
Spare me the tear and the hand
Keep the uncountable times
Keep whatever you find

Stay a while if you must
But please
Spare me the crap
and truthfully say what is it you want

Amends / Tiny bottles

Some bottles were broken
Some bottles were stolen
Others I smiply can't find
The ones that have turn to bitter
The ones refilled with anger and doubt
Can't fix what I can't undo
Can't undo what I didn't do
My own private collection
Now incomplete
The trust that we've killed used to bind us
Kept us together
A rape of the mind
Most violent selection
of unspoken words that hurt from the distance
Now keeps us apart
No scent to remember is left
No memory but sadness we kept
Regret and remorse will now settle
With time we will even forget
We can pretend we can fix what is broken
We can return or replace whatever was stolen
But I can't bring trust back to life
Not without you